- you said, when life knocks you down you have to rise up and fight back. Why wouldn't you help me to rise up?
-Because I don't want to see you to get hurt no more. Why you want to get back there? You have prove enough to anyone.
- Yes, but I am still afraid. And tonight when I leave, I don't want to be scared anymore.
The most important battles in life comes in times when you have to fight your fear. Fear if you are not as pretty as you wish for and that boy from parallel class will not like you so you decide to hide and never talk to him. You don't even give yourself a chance. Fear as you are not as smart as other colleges so you never speak up your mind in companies meetings. Fear than you are not good as you thought you were. But you are. Your own battles and self-esteem is more important than what others think. The fight against your own fears is the key to changes and be better and get closer to the imagine of the man you want to be. One day. It's all about never giving up and you will see the progress.
For me it's battle called " to become the best girly floorball goalkeeper". Why? Well, I like to aim to my goals. The important thing is to believe yourself, do your best, progress and don't straggle when pressure get too heavy. You will become the best when you will feel than there is no more space to grow and development is reached and you have no more ideas and feedbacks to do better, but is it possible? I believe there is the limit. The lowest one and the highest one. " reach the stars"- that's where I aim to go. Important to trust yourself and don't let the people let you down. You are as good as you think you are. If it turns out than it's not, pick up that battle and fight to get there. " Keep on going. Every step my gets heavier, but don't stop. The view on the top is beautiful."
Karate.
I was wondering than it would be awesome to quit everything right now and go to China or India to some cloister- meditate and learn some martial laws and technique. Learn the new language, found the peace and true essence of my own soul. Breath the grace of an mountain air and fall in love in cherry blossomed valleys. Draw a forest full of sunshine which brake it's way throe the dark tree trunks, imagine the river and waterfalls falling down from the star full of sky. Pick up a dead butterfly and gentle kiss it's wings with tears in eyes and hope than one day he will fly again.. and he does, just because of the miracle of love.
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